2003-05-05T00:13:00.000-07:00

I don't know why I always end up with Blogger after telling myself that it sucks. I just hate it when I can't post. It's like, I write something really interesting and then Blogger decides to have one of them technical problems. But, oh well, MovableType and Greymatter are just a lot of work and I have no time setting them up. Why don't you think my new site isn't up yet? I know it's a bit delayed, but to be honest with all of you, I have no plans on finishing it. Basically, I've come up with three different layouts this week and all I need to do is find a host (again) and register a new domain (yes...again). It's not that I'm lazy (well, it's one factor), but there's really no point! Besides, I start school on the 12th and I'm not sure I'll be able to "blog" since I'll be in the DC program already. Wish me luck!!!

The main reason I'm "blogging" again is because I need to let something out. Isn't it obvious? Life can be so cruel at times. I think if it weren't cruel, I wouldn't be blogging. So, Blogger better thank "life" - otherwise, I wouldn't go back with it! Sorry, but Blogger is really my last resort since it's easier to setup even though I'm not very fond of it. Hey, desperation called and I just can't help it. I need to B-L-O-G!!!

What's with all of this? Well, I'm frustrated because my loving boyfriend forgot his phone A-G-A-I-N! I just felt like I really needed to get a hold of him earlier. I was so frustrated that all I could think of was me being in a terrible danger and couldn't get a hold of Nazer. I admit, it sucks! What if I'm being chased by a dog and calling somebody who's phone was someplace else away from him? What if I just got run over by a huge ass truck and my boyfriend is at home chillin without any clue that I'm dying because all my organs are sticking flat on the ground? Hmmm, what if I got shot by gangsters and used my last strength to call up my boyfriend only to find out he forgot his phone somewhere. Or hey, what if I'm being raped by three men and calling my boyfriend so he could send the cops over? Gosh darn - I've been raped ten million times already and "Superman" is nowhere to be found because he left his suit somewhere. Doesn't that suck?!

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